According to your comments to the previous note - I'd just like to let you know that I haven't found my home yet. I am not happy here, in Poland, and I guess my opinion will never change. This is why I'm writing this blog in English and why I even think all the time in English. I am trying to make life as variable as it can be. I am experimenting, looking for new interests, investing in new activities. I also haven't got my own, uniform style of photographing, choosing clothes to wear and music to listen. I think that is defining my authenticity. I hope you understand and accept this.

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I looooveeee Miss Pandora! <3<3<3<3 It's a neverending, unlimited and faithful love!
She is perfect! Perfect language she speaks in, perfect country she lives in, perfect hair, perfect skin, perfect glasses, perfect style and clothes, perfect subject she studies, perfect photos she poses to... I love all her black and white/beige looks. She looks like an angel with red hair! So unique! I know, I know, I sound again like a little child :D But I am so excited and hungry for more of her that I just need to express it. Here are some looks, which I can't get out my mind:





And here is my looks inspired by Louise:



Blazer H&M 2008
Hat ALDO 2010
Purse VINTAGE
Ankle boots ZARA 2007
Lace shirt VINTAGE
Lace skirt ZARA 2010
Leggings MANGO 2009
Rings ALDO 2009



Trenchcoat H&M 2010
Purse VINTAGE
Heels ALDO 2009
Lace shirt VINTAGE
Lace skirt ZARA 2010
Tights TOPSHOP 2009
Rings ALDO 2009



Blazer H&M 2008
Hat ALDO 2010
Belt H&M 2008
Purse VINTAGE + feather DiY
Scarf BERSHKA 2010
Ankle boots ZARA 2007
Dress ZARA 2010
Leggings MANGO 2009
Rings ALDO 2009

Here is my lovely new lace dress from ZARA. I've made the feather purse with boa + the silver purse above. I've also found a new black scarf.

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Remember this note? I HAVE FOUND IT! FINALLYYYY! ^___^ It's not white or beige, but I still want it! My very own cone bra ^__^


Here you can find more vintage lingerie - at What Katie Did!

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You have got to hear 'An education' soundtrack! It's sooo inspiring! <3 Puts you in 60's times, you just want to sing, drink wine, smoke cigarettes and have a walk in Paris *__*

I hate Poland. I see, I hear many opinions, many points of view, so different and contrasting. Every one wants to define style, mostly denying fashion. All I hear is that trends are for foolish people, that it's just an assembly line. Then I see a person, who said that, in new trendy clothes. Some people say that they hate fashion only because everyone else on the street is wearing same clothes. They suffer, 'cause what was defining style for them, now is defining style for mass. Alright - you want to be an individual, but it doesn't mean that you mustn't wear what's 'hot' in season. You can still wear hippie clothes or 80's styled jackets and be yourself. People dressed like you are pissing you off? Ask yourself - what are you stylish for? I'm guessing - to feel good in your skin, to dazzle yourself or the others. And t h e y, oh yes!, they are doing it for the same reasons. They are just looking for their own style. Trying on new trends, wanting to impress someone...

I hate popular Polish magazines. I buy them to see what's in stores now, read some interviews and see editorials, but... They are hypocritical and inconsequent! An article boosts: 'Find in trends what you like. Be real, be honest with yourself' and few pages after trends review: 'Blue high heels - A TOTAL MUST HAVE!' - meaning: if you won't buy them, you be cursed and no one will like you. Pitiful.

Where we can find the balance between fashion denial and being a fashion victim? First of all, you have to understand what really fashion is and where does it come from. You have to know that it's mostly not what great designers 'invent', but what we love! Yes! Trends are set by trendsetters ;) They travel around the world, they analyze people behavior and come up with what we will like in next years. (I have this incredible fun with predicting what will be trendy in future. And I usually have a good guess ^__^). You should also remember, that fashion was here all the time. In the antique times, 20's and 70's. You are often inspired by something you saw before, something that was popular many years ago. So what you should do is to accept fashion and trends. Have fun when your favorite lace dresses or gladiator heels are in stores. And leave alone people that don't have their own, individual style. It's their decision. If they don't condemn you, then you shouldn't do it too.

I hope I don't sound like I am giving Poles the cue. I am just summing up my thoughts. Please, don't take it personal :)
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I have bought 2 beautiful spring dresses (one is a jumper, actually ;)), a denim vest, gray tights, white blouse and gladiator sandals.
About the vest - I've made it more personal - added some studs ;) Here are my 2 spring looks:



Trenchcoat H&M 2010
Blouse ZARA 2009
Skirt H&M 2007
Sunglasses H&M 2008
Heels H&M 2007
Coffer VINTAGE
Tights H&M 2010
Necklaces H&M 2007



Jumper ZARA 2010
Vest H&M 2010 + DiY studs
Slims H&M 2010
Hat ALDO 2010
Ankle boots ZARA 2007
Necklaces H&M 2007

I am desperately looking at shops' displays with tears in my eyes. I want some new clothes so much! But when I also want to survive I can't spend a penny ;( While waiting for money rush, I'll update my 2010 wishlist. Today I've got one wish checked - it's a man's vintage hat (thanks, m ;*)!

1. Light-color man's jacket - I'm so sick of black!
2. High waisted shorts - chic or denim.
3. Denim shirt with short sleeves.
4. Denim vest with studs <3
5. Romantic, loose flower dress.
6. Lots of new over-knee socks and tights <3
7. Lots of lots of jewelery - old watches, big necklaces, feather and flower hair bands.

I've joined H&M BLUES contest with my superhero look. I used my old H&M dress from Paris and handmade shoulders that I've dreamed about. I am also going to post more 'denim' look soon.


Dress H&M 2007
Vest ZARA 2009
Tights H&M 2008
Ankle boots ZARA 2008
Gloves PRIMARK 2009
Shoulders with chains HANDMADE
Purse VINTAGE

I've recently joined LOOKBOOK and fell in love with this place <3 There are so many inspiring, talented people! I just can't get enough of it. So if you haven't seen it before - go and have fun!



Here is my profile. If you want to register too and don't have the invitation code - just write to me, I'll send you one :)

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I stopped telling you about my rules in fashion. Well, here it is again. Mix black with beige, gold and brown - in my opinion it's the best combination of colors. It matches all kinds of beauty, always looks perfect and adds expression to your style. Like here:



Top with puffy sleeves ZARA 2009
Lace dress VERO MODA 2008
Belt with studs VINTAGE
Coffer VINTAGE
Leggings MANGO 2009
High heels ALDO 2009
Bow band VINTAGE



Sweater ZARA 2009
Belt H&M 2006
Blouse ZARA 2009
Vest ZARA 2009
Shorts ZARA 2007
Tights TOPSHOP 2009
Socks CALZEDONIA 2009
High heels ALDO 2009
Rings ALDO ACCESSORIES 2009
Necklace with a heart H&M 2007

I've finally bought my very first and perfect trench coat! ^.^ I've been dreaming about it for a couple of moths, but I couldn't find the ideal one in any store. Allegro (Polish Ebay) turned out to be a great source of cheap and unique pieces.  I took the risk and I bought it without trying it on. It's just like I imagined: light color, knee length, belted waist, skirted shape, puffy sleeves... love it! <3 (I could only wish for military flaps). Now I can welcome spring with opened arms! ^^



Trench coat H&M 2010
Blouse with puffy sleeves RESERVED 2009
Faux leather dress ZARA 2009
Leggings MANGO 2009
High heels ZARA 2009
Bug ZARA 2007

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I'm selling some of my clothes. Check them out! Maybe you'll like them :) Here's my account: charlotte-rouge

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I've lost the point of writing, addressing my notes to any reader. There are many views, but almost none comments. Yet, I'd like to thank Madlen for featuring my blog.

I'm going to make a little break.

It's sunny - finally! ^^ I feel like wearing only light and romantic clothes now. I know, I know... it's cold, but still... ;) SPRING! COME ON!



Shirt H&M 2007
Skirt H&M 2007
Socks H&M 2007
High heels H&M 2007
Necklace with a heart H&M 2007
Coffer Secondhand Store

Oh, looks like I'm all in H&M from 2007 collection ;D

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Recently I've bought new ELLE magazine (Polish issue). There's an interview with Tom Ford in it. I feel like he could be my soulmate if we ever met. He's a handsome and intelligent man, great designer and movie director. I can't wait to see 'A single man'. I already think it's a masterpiece. So, let me quote Tom:

"You can dress up and walk in an empty room, but no one's impressed.  You don't contribute, you don't take the floor."

"My inner world is completely connected to the outside. If my house is in bad state, than I am too. I need balance."



So - go and buy new ELLE! There's more than just an interview inside ;)

I lost this evening my favorite, beloved black scarf in the mall ;( It's the middle of the night. I can't sleep. My neck feels cold already, my clothes weep for a friend. I'm in a deep grief ;(

Where will I find such a great scarf again!?

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Office at home

As you know, I run my own business. Meaning - I sit at home all the time and don't need to go to the office every day or wear smart clothes. But as a owner of the company I need to look always good and elegant. What I love to do is mixing t-shirts with classic, black, chic skirts or smart trousers. I told you lately about buying a t-shirt with a skull in ZARA lately. Well, here it is! Oh, sorry, it's under the skirt ;) I'll show it next time ;)
So this is my "smart casual code":




Top (underneath) H&M 2009
Shirt ZARA 2010
Oversized sweater STRADIVARIUS 2009
Skirt MANGO 2009
Tights H&M 2008
Stud ring ALDO ACCESSORIES 2009
Necklace PROMOD 2007
Bag ZARA 2007
High heels ALDO 2009

We've just finished Final Fantasy XII game. I've been inspired by one of the characters, Viera (it's a society) named Fran. She is tall, fit, sexy and has bunny ears ^^ If I go to a costume party I'd definitely choose Fran's outfit (but where I'd find that kind of clothes - I've got no idea! :D)! Check it out:

We've never made a big deal of Valentine's Day, but this year we thought that it's a great reason not to make ourself dinner, watch romantic movies, wear something chic, take some photos and go out to a fancy restaurant ;)

1. Movies
It's a miracle! One day - two great romantic comedies. Both are funny, intelligent and unpredictable.
a) Rebound (imdb, trailer)
b) Good Luck Chuck (imdb, trailer)
2. Valentine's Photo shoot! (starring: me and m. :*)



3. Dinner



Coat H&M 2008 (in original it's long and it looks like a jedi gown, so I cut it to get a 50's look ;))
Dress ZARA 2009
High heels H&M 2007
Black purse SecondHand

4. Bonus/Dessert ;)
It's a hot chocolate pudding made by my M. <3 Here's the recipe (only Polish, sorry :()


Remember! Valetine's Day doesn't have to be cheesy! Do what you love to do and make yourself and your beloved happy :)

PS. I really start feeling lonely and cut dead :( Seems like my posts aren't a bit interesting, nobody comments (besides Aprilsky :*), nobody writes to me :( So please, if you speak Polish or English and like what I do or wear - write a word or two to make me happy ^.^

I dedicate this note to AprilSky ^.^

I fought today with my folk dress. I love it and I hate it. It's too tight around shoulders, but it has such beautiful colors. It's too long (especially the sleeves), but the shape is so unique. And so I decided, to get it shorter. Today I say goodbye to my long flower dress and for the last time you can see it as original. The motto is - rock the flower. Again I use my vest and high heels with studs. Next step are faux leather leggings and voila!



Dress ZARA 2009
Vest ZARA 2009
Leggings BERSHKA 2009
High heels ZARA 2009

Yesterday I've been in IKEA, looking for some things like bedding, boxes, lamp. Shopping was successful ^.^  IKEA filled our apartment with flowers!

No more black! Or... just a little bit more :) It's time to put some color into my closet. I chose brand new pencil skirt and silk blouse, both from ZARA and because it's winter I also picked a light brown loose sweater. Color of the sweater matches my new ALDO high heels with pointed toes. Can't forget about the bag - it's a cute ginger coffer from a secondhand store. It all came out very unique, retro styled with a touch of modernity :) It's great for a date at the movies ;)





Blouse ZARA 2009

Sweater ZARA 2009

Skirt ZARA 2010

Scarf H&M (for man) 2008

High heels ALDO 2009

Vintage Coffer

Tights

Wanna have some too?

Referring to my last post about 'black', I present my Christmas outfits.

First one is sexy... ]:->



Jacket ZARA 2009

Blouse with puffy sleeves ZARA 2009

Shorts ZARA 2007

Chains H&M 2009 + necklace with heart and feather TOPSHOP 2009 + a gift - little silver cross with black jewel

Openwork tights H&M 2008

High heels with studs ZARA 2009